Chapter 30
e that we aret What the hell were they doing here! And what gave them the guts to find themselves close to anywhere
1 was about to react when I felt a hand reaching me, Matten touched my hand, rubbing his cold palms on them.
When I looked at him, he was giving me this slow look, the one that said I should not say or worry about anything.
g nut a chair as the sealed down.
“I never expected to see the both of you here, how wonderful this is,” þayer said, bringing nur a
Tam trying so hand to keep my patience within me and not lash nut at her.
The guts she has
Eric did the same, he dragged out a chair and sat beside her.
“I don’t remember inviting the both of you to sit at this talde. With a clenched tone, Matten said, redirecting his eyes to the both of them.
Joyce gave out a little laugh as she stretched her hand, waving to the waitress
“I mean, all the seats are preoccupied already, and what else can we do! Except, of course, sit with the two of you. After all, we are family now” She gave me a tight smile running her on her stomach
1 fek a chill run through my spine, felt the very blood in me, boiling so hot.
She knows that this will rattle me, she is my sister and knows what will make me angry.
Which is why she was here. To make me more mad than 1 already was
What if I swatch on that? What if I don’t act as she wantst
“That isn’t an excu 10.
“It’s fine” All smiles, I said to Matteo. “I mean, what are we using all of this seat to do? Of course, we can share.”
I said, looking at her with the best smile that I could mutter
She grinds her teeth so hard as she tries a smile of her own.
“That is what I’m saying. Bless you, sister. She reached out, touching my hand before 1 forcefully dragged my hand away from her
She reached out to Eric who was beside her, leaning on his shoulder she whispered something to him.
Both of them are suddenly laughing, so loud that my ears are high–pitched and noisy from the laughter.
Gosh, how much I hate these two prople. I am trying to keep my cool, trying so hard not to look in their direction with all the anger that was inside of me because that is precisely what they want
phone beeped, and I took it off my bag, happy for the little distraction as I was about to send them death glares.
It was from Matro.
“What the bell are you doing“” He sent
I raise my head to look at him, and he is asking me questions with that look.
Looking back down, I typed
the reply and sent it to him.
“Don’t let them bothers
you,
they
want us to be bothered, but we have to show them we don’t care
I saw the moment he read it and typed his reply as they came back immediately.
“Meanwhile your face is sad, you would rather not be bothered, but it’s written all over your face that you are bothered.”
I took my eyes away frong his last text, wishing that it was a lie, but I was trying so hard not to glare at the people beside me
The way the both of thein keep giggling about God’s knows what.
My eyes were reaching there on their accord when they stopped.
His hands were on her stomach as he held them.
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I felt my stomach chum so bad. I wanted to throw out the food in my stomach
I felt nauseous, and before I could think, I was holding the chair and standing
away as fast as possible to the restroom.
“Excuse me,” I muttered, running away as fast as
I’m trying to steady my breath as I get into the toilet, I feel a droplet of tears forming in my eyes, and I’m trying to hold them back
My momach is turning so badly, my head is aching, and it feels like my whole body wants to drop.
I’m holding on to the wall as I attempt to steady mywell, God, why me?
I’m setting mui to keep the tears from falling as 1 keep telling myself that none of the things happening could be controlled by me.
“Hindie! I heard my name.
It was Matteo calling.
I’m hold
I’m holding back my scars, and could hear his footsteps as he got into the restroom.
“Little Birds!” He called again, the concem in his voice so eminent.
“Leave me alone.” I shouted, wanting to fall to the floor.
To wake up from the nightmare of this thing that I called life, but I know it wasn’t a nightmare, that this was my life.
“Birdie!” He knocked on the door, swiftly, telling me he was there.
want to be alone.” I said softly, trying to keep the tears from falling
Tm here, I’m always going to be h
here for you, Birdie”
He tapped on the door again, followed by a heavy silence.
stood there, trying to control the emotions that welled inside of me, knowing this wasn’t something I could control, and I didn’t have to ke breaking down anytime I saw them
Taking a full breath inside e my lungs, I opened the door, ready to
“Fuck”
to face the outside again, when I felt his body falling into mine.
We both yelled at the same time, as be held the door, holding himself from falling into me.
fell right to the o
I tried to hold myself, but my leg mistakenly hit the front of the door and without my consent, I fell i
to the Boor.
I closed my eyes, waiting for the impact as I reached the floor, but all I could feel was my body on a hard surface.
My eyes are pressed together tightly as 1 brace for the impact, but I’m feeling this heavy breath as well as a heavy eye on me.
Opening my right eye, two pairs of eyes are watching me, the fan of his nostrils is huge on me
Their eyes have softened, they are watching me like a hawk.
The hand on my waist have lessened, they are soft, molding my soft body right into his hard body.
I felt my bean pick up, felt the pressure that suddenly rose from me, and felt the moment I tried to control the static beat of my heart,
And that is when I felt something, something huge on my leg.
The way it pressed inc, the way my body was leaning into II, wanting to feel more of it
The only eyes that w
were opened, looking Into those two pairs that watched me attentively
Watching the two eyes wich me and feeling this need that is slowly growing inside of me.
“Birdie “He whispered my name, all soft, all manly, and I felt my lower body molding into him
When I felt the groan that came out of his mouth, suddenly my head and eyes were wide open as I realized what was huge, what had been pressing on my leg.
-shit.”
I scrambled so fast out of his body, looking everywhere but the hardness and erection that stood there and peering at me,
