Chapter 44
Ah, he must have just been carried away by his feelings. What we experienced that morning was amazing. I even felt, only with Noah, for the first tone, 1 became a real woman, not just a hole in the middle of the body that was used.
I never fel an orgasm when with Peter. He came to me in a hurry, sometimes without foreplay, just rubbing here and there, feeling that I was wei enough, then entered quickly, moved for a while, then he collapsed painting, while I felt left in a feeling of emptiness
La fourry.
What is an orgasm! Even kissing him only made my lips sore later because he was always in a
In the early days of our marriage. Helt sad every time we finished having s*x, because I never felt satisfied. Over time, I suggested to myself that my oliligation was in make him feel satisfied and happy, so that he would not turn me anyone else to seek other satisfaction and pleasure.
so, even though the feeling of emptiness still often bothered me, but seeing Peter lying exhausted after finishing, with his breath rising and falling regularly. I felt that was enough. I would go to the bathmom, soak in warm water until my skin wrinkled and sleep on my buck
were so amazing. 1 reached seventh
Bat, that mamming, it didn’t feel like a few years with Peter, because those two hours and forty–two minutes were in heaven so many times, unail I felt confused, how could my body survive so many years in emptinew?
And what made me the happiest, was not because Noah whispered to me to marry me, but because after that he hugged me tightly, kissed my face softly and looked at me as if I were the most beautiful woman in the world.
When I got up to take a shower, he covered me with blanket and told me to wait, then he went to the bathroom and when he was done, he scooped me up from the bed, carried me Isridal style to the bathtub that was already filled with warm water mixed with lavender and ylang–ylang- armsherapy oils.
He also prepared a clean towel and kimono, a toothbrush filled with toothpaste, and dried and combed my hair after I finished. He made me like a princess. Like I deserved a real love.
Well, that day he and I were both late for work, but I didn’t mind at all because it was worth it.
ri serious” Noah said tonight, as I lay in his arms, still half–naked, after a hot lovemaking an hour ago. “Let’s get married”
“Lea. Im sen
I stroked his chin with a smile. I was sleepy, but Noah’s words kept me from closing my eyes.
We were in Noah’s apartment, after we returned from dinner with the hospital nurses.
I was tired, but excited
After the grand and enthusiastic opening of the hospital, Noah and I had four consecutive nights of special dinners.
The first night with high–ranking administrative and bureaucratic officials, including the directors, general managers, and managers.
After that night, then it continues dinner with the general staff, from personnel staf to security officers.
The next night with medical personnel, doctors and residents, nurses, including laboratory personnel, pharmacists, and researchers.
This night was a dinner with potential hospital sponsors and donors. For me it was the most tiring event because I had to go around greeting and making small talk with them for the sake of the smooth cooperation of my hospital with them.
Then, Noah inated me to his apartment and we ended up on his bed. Having s*x when feeling physically and mentally exhausted, with the right person, in a powerful medicine to restore vitality and sanity.
“But, Babe, I’ve just become a widow, less than a year, and just started a new business, how can we get married, I said with a la
a laugh
Noah pouted. “So what if that’s the case? Who cares whether you’re a virgin or a widow? A few months or a few years? I love you and I’m sure you feel the same way about me? Noahli grumbled.
I kissed his chin to lighten the mood. “The first thing we should do is tell Jayden about our relationship, then grandpa. The uncle and niece thing is a bit bothering me and making inr worried. Grandpa might think, it’s inappropriate, right?”
Noal sighed. Tve always been grateful to be part of jeremiah’s family, since the first day your gramaja adopted me as his son. He loves me very maichard I get everything Iran las sincere love. Hut, right now, for the first time I feel, if I wasn’t the child your grandpa adopted, I wouldn’t be in
“Than’t feel that way?” I said, trying to comfort him. “Gave us some time. Honestly, I still don’t feel ready. There’s still some trauma inside me that haupt fully
think I need to accept you as a whole as part of my new, whole life, not just as a painkiller”
ing them similed and nodded. “I understand,” he said, kissing my forelical. Ti vorr
Noah stared at fe for a few mon
made you feel rushed”
“Its okay and I don’t feel that way at all. Besides, Noshi honey, there’s songthing I still haven’t finished, regarding Peter and his family” I said withi
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“Hm? What is it?” Noah asked with a raised eyebrow
You’ll find out in time.” I replied, trying to be mysterious. “I have their big secret and I need to reveal it, in time, so that it will have more effect Noah looked at me in surprise and pinched my chin lightly. “Now you’re making me curious. Can’t you just tell me now?”
“No, I can’t.” I said happily. “That’s the thing I want to do to them the most and it needs to be revealed at the right time. So, wait and be patient. Just about… Hmm. I think it will be less than two months.”
Noah hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead. “Okay, princess, I’ll wait for you to finish your mysterious business with Peter and his family, then we’ll go to your grandfather and I’ll tell him everything and ask for permission to marry you”
I nodded with a happy heart. Understanding and acceptance were beautiful and I had only felt it after being with Noah, even though it was only for
a short while.
“Ah, what about Eva‘ Did Peter contact you again, after you refused to allow our doctor to perform an abortion on her?” Noah asked.
*Hm. I heard from the doctor who treated Eva, that she decided to move to another hospital and one of the administrative officers complamed. because of Peter’s rude attitude when he paid Eva’s medical and care bill,” I answered in an irritated tone.
“Huh? Why is that?” Noah asked
“Peter said some things like that our hospital fees are very expensive, the quality of the medical staff is not up to par, and he even said that he would write a review about our hospital because he was disappointed,” I replied with a sneer.
“Tsk! Just watch, if there is any unpleasant news from him about the hospital, I will finish him off, Noah said annoyedly.
I laughed and pulled the blanket up to my neck. “Just leave him alone, I said while hugging Noah’s waist. “I don’t think he would dare to do anything because I’m sure he also realizes that what he did was a mistake. If there is a doctor who wants to perform an abortion on Eva, it means that he can’t even be called a doctor at all.”
“But. Eva’s pregnancy is fine, right?” Noah asked. “I mean, there weren’t any e than her own selfishness and stupidity?
complications that could be a reason for her to have an abortion, other
“Nothing. I’ve talked to the obstetricians and two of them said that the fetus in Eva’s womb is healthy and growing well, even after she tried to abort it with various drugs and treatments,” I answered.
“That’s the miracle of God, Noah murmured. “When it was unwanted, God gave it great strength and vitality so it survived strongly
Suddenly, I remembered something and it made me panic. I grabbed Noah’s arm, surprising him because of my sudden change in attitude.
“Babe, how many times have we made love?” I asked anxiously.
“Hm? Twice and they were all amazing. The first time was two roun
I looked at Noah’s hopeful face and his naughty smile.
“Too much Information!” I said annoyed.
Noah laughed. “Why are you suddenly asking like that?”
I bit my lower lip. “We never…Er
rounds and tonight we did three rounds. Do you still want more?”
Err.. Used any protection at all.”
Neal was stunned.
