Chapter 100
I grabbed his arm, my body stiffening. Although I was in extreme discomfort, I somehow managed to retain a hint of clarity,
I vaguely remembered that Lukas seemed to have warned me not to have any improper thoughts about him.
My mind seemed to have split into two parts. Despite feeling extremely uncomfortable, I released my grip on Lukas’s hand, as if his arm were burning hot
Without realizing it, I whispered, “No, that won’t be necessary.”
Lukas sensed my reluctance, and a flicker of disappointment crossed his face. It seemed i didn’t want to be with him in this way.
He tightened his grip on the steering wheel and responded, “Okay, no problem.”
I clung tightly to the backrest of the passenger seat, almost tearing it apart
Even though I was enduring it and not throwing myself at Lukas, my breathing, body temperature, and whimpering were still affecting him.
Lukas felt like his entire body was about to explode from enduring it.
He suddenly slammed on the brakes and asked himself, why should he endure this when I was already his wife? He should help me, shouldn’t he? Why should he watch me suffer
because of the drug’s effects?
Lukas unbuckled his seatbelt and turned towards the passenger seat, where I was sitting uncomfortably, my body twisted in pain. He spoke in a gentle tone, “Sophia, let me help
you, okay?”
However, his tone had changed entirely from his initial willingness to help.
I, who was shedding tears due to the pain, stubbornly shook my head and declined his offer. My face turned red, and under the neon lights outside the window, I looked fragile
and stunning.
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Lukas reached out to touch my arm.
I could have endured it all, but when I felt the coldness of his touch, I couldart bearin anymore. My body seemed to get even hotter as if I had gone mad, and I covert control
myself anymore.
I threw myself at Lukas, mumbling unconsciously, “It’s so cold, help me
Unable to control himself any longer, Lukas passionately Kissed my red lips with such Intensity as if he wanted to devour me whole.
My mind became less and less clear, but in my subconscious, I felt that I had forgotten something crucial.
Lukas’s advances were overwhelming, and I responded to them under the influence of the drug, desire taking over my rationality.
Lukas held my slender waist tightly, so tight as if he could crush it with a little force, so tight there was no space between us anymore, making his desire even more intense.
As he reached to remove my evening gown, I suddenly remembered something I had forgotten.
If I really had any involvement with Lukas, especially under these circumstances, he would inevitably suspect that I had deliberately used this method to become his lawful wife.
Despite being entangled with each other in the heat of the moment, I still wanted to get up and refrain from having any improper thoughts about this man!
My mind began to clear up despite the haze of the drug’s effects.
I
may be behaving irrationally at this moment, but fear also gripped me. I didn’t want Lukas to look at me with disdain, thinking that I deliberately used such unorthodox methods to become his wife.
The phrase “improper thoughts” had been repeated between me and Lukas countless times, leaving a deep impression on my heart.
I feared that no matter how much I explained myself, he would not believe my intentions. The fear of rejection and humiliation kept me from fully succumbing to my desires.
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Suddenly, I pushed Lukas away.
Lukas, who was already passionate, was suddenly pushed away, and his brows furrowed
deeply. “Sophia, what are you doing?”
I pulled the brooch off my chest, and as soon as I did, I directly used the tip of the brooch needle and scratched it up on my arm with force.
Instantly, my arm bled. Upon seeing it and feeling the pain, my mind became clear,
I, with a red face and mesmerizing eyes, looked straight at Lukas. “Go… go to the hospital,
thank you.”
Lukas stared at me, feeling like he had been doused in ice–cold water from head to toe.
He looked at the blood on my arm, and his eyes darkened.
I was in great distress. I had felt the warmness emanating from Lukas’s body earlier, and it, had made me feel exceptionally comfortable. I couldn’t help but want to lean towards him.
I resolutely continued hurting my arm, using the pin from my brooch to make two more cuts beside the existing wound.
Lukas’s pupils contracted, and his entire body froze. “Stop it!” He shouted, his voice almost
angry.
He never expected that I would be so fierce towards myself just to avoid having any improper thoughts about him.
He should have seen it earlier. This woman was ruthless to others but was even more
ruthless to herself.
I didn’t even have time to consider Lukas’s reaction. I was breathing heavily as I said urgently, “Go to the hospital.”
