Chapter 67
tila tater thought that if Kieran hadn’t been there during that time, she might not have survived.
e tu bat her bard. The day she fell ill, her fever spiked and wouldn’t come down. She lay weak in bed, unable to lift a finger.
Bed Durian, but Zara answered the phone instead. Lila couldn’t remember much of what she had said in her dazed state. She sent another message later, but
n’t reached out because she wanted him to come. She wouldn’t want him to risk catching the illness.
rkand possibly facing death in a foreign country, filled her with an overwhelmed loneliness. She just wanted to hear his voice, to feel some comfort.
was nothing
sah modens the next day and rushed over
1 then the hadn’t had water all day.
she could at either, not because she didn’t want to, but because she was too weak to move.
a was so sick that she could barely recognize anyone, yet she saw Zara’s post on Soul Link
aphotu eta man massaging her anldø.
oydy spate of hands were visible, but Lila instantly recognized them as Dorian’s
There was a mole just above the webbing between his thumb and index finger on his left hand, clearly visible in the photo..
Looking backnow, she tralized that the post on Soul Link had been meant for her to see.
She closed her eyes, trying not to dwell on it. She was afraid that touching her old wounds would bring back painful emotions. Dorian almost heartbroken and moved to tears when he heard her say “Who wouldn’t feel bad when they’re sick?” just now. “I’m sorry, Lila, Treally am. I didn’t know. If I had known, I would’ve been there.”
In the past, just seeing him like this would have made Lila forgive him without hesitation.
But now, she just lay quietly in bed. The cicadas in the Magnolia tree outside were buzzing incessantly. Their wings fluttered as they fle
tree.
they flew to a nearby, unnamed
“You don’t need to feel bad. I’m not telling you this to make you pity me. I just want you to know that a long time ago, I had already begun building up disappointment in you,” Lila said calmly.
straw that broke us,” she said.
She paused and took out the three beads she had picked up earlier. “The bracelet, it was just the last s she opened her palm, her fair skin as smooth as polished ivory, and the three sandalwood beads lay quietly in it. Dotian’s gaze Trembled. He grasped her hand tightly, enclosing the beads within her palm, as if any delay would let them slip away, along with her love.
“I love you,” he said, his voice shaking. His eyes were filled with regret. “Lila, I love you. I’ve only ever loved you, from the beginning to end. Zara and I, we never cussed any lines.”
Maybe he had once been attracted to Zara, but he had never done anything to betray Lila.
They had never kissed or slept together.
Lila found it funny when Dorian said he and Zara never crossed any line.
Was he saying that it’s normal for men to be ticke? That as long as they didn’t end up in bed together, everything could be forgiven?
It was like asking whether emotional cheating or physical cheating was worse.
She couldn’t understand. Does betrayal come in different degrees?
“from the moment I first met you, I really liked you. I imagined countless times what it would be like to grow old with
1 with you.
Lila frowned and pulled her hand away. She could still feel his warmth lingering on her skin, which made her feel extremely disgusted.
But years of good upbringing made her respond politely.
“You don’t need to tell me that. It’s not that I never loved you, but that love has long since faded to nothing ”
Dorian felt like he was losing his mind. Then, Lila gently raised her hand and casually tossed the three beads toward the trash can. As they missed, they bounced on the floor a few times before slowly rolling to a stop by the wall in the comer
figure crouched on the woolding so pitiful
He suddenly remembered the day the bracelet had broken. Lila had squatted down to pick up the beads, her small fig He had kicked one of the beads away back then, and it had bounced and rolled away just like this
