I’d never stopped going to rehab, for years.
But, those treatments never worked.
I’d paid a lot of money for treatments, only to
face disappointment every single time.
On top of my family’s financial problems, we
couldn’t afford to keep trying. I’d given up.
I married Ben, and hid in that marriage for
five years. I had lost all will.
I tried to say no, but I heard, “Yes.”
“Even if it’s a small chance, I’ll do it.”
I looked down at my hands, they were
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shaking.
My body still yearned for it.
Plans changed.
After dinner, I contacted the doctor Liam had
talked about.
Professor Kevin asked a lot about my